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Three Letter Acronyms (TLA)

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Today's TLA is IWL.

Influential World Leaders

I am recently taking an art course in Sunnyvale, California. Yesterday, I talked to my art teacher and asked her if I can do a set of paintings of world leaders who have influenced me in my lifetime. So here is the initial list of influential world leaders I would like to paint for my collection.

Jesus Christ
Che Guevara
Martin Luther King
Jose Rizal
Cesar Chavez
Philip Vera Cruz
Carlos Bulosan

I will try to explain why I have chosen these men. All the feminists will stone me at this point, but perhaps I should also make a list of influential women world leaders in my lifetime. Ok here is my attempt...

Mary (Jesus' mom)
Hillary Clinton
Oprah Winfrey
...

My initial attempt at such a list is pathetic. Other than my future wife, my future daughters, my mother, my sister, and my aunt, I could only think of 3 women world leaders who have influenced me enough to paint them. I am disappointed, because I should be able to think of more women leaders. Perhaps I should read feminist books and really do some research with regards to women world leaders.

Some of you may not know the last 2 on the list, so I want to explain the last 2 gentlemen on the list. For me, Mr. Carlos Bulosan and Mr. Philip Vera Cruz are influential leaders in the Filipino American community. I am picking Bulosan and Vera Cruz, partly because they are heroes in the Filipino American community who are not well recognized within Filipino America and mainstream America.

Carlos Bulosan

The following is a quotation from his book "America is in the Heart."

"America is not a land of one race or one class of men. We are all Americans that have toiled and suffered and known oppression and defeat, from the first Indian that offered peace in Manhattan to the last Filipino pea pickers. America is not bound by geographical latitudes. America is not merely a land or an institution. America is in the hearts of men that died for freedom; it is also in the eyes of men that are building a new world. America is a prophecy of a new society of men: of a system that knows no sorrow or strife or suffering. America is a warning to those who would try to falsify the ideas of free men.
America is also the nameless foreigner, the homeless refugee, the hungry boy begging for a job and the black body dangling from a tree. America is the illiterate immigrant who is ashamed that the world of books and intellectual opportunities is closed to him. We are that nameless foreigner, that homeless refugee, that hungry boy, that illiterate immigrant and that lynched black body. All of us, from the first Adams to the last Filipino, native born or alien, educated or illiterate -- We are America!"

-Carlos Bulosan "America is in the Heart"

As an immigrant, this quotation really hits the sweet spot for me. It eloquently describes a Filipino American, a person of color's and a new immigrant's experience in 2 paragraphs. To accomplish such brilliance is truly a God given talent. He specifically describes the America of/for immigrants. He describes America not as a land, but as an idea, a feeling, and having a heart. Bulosan's America is lost in our modern times. He describes an America, that immigrants would be willing to fight and die for. We often forget that immigrants still fight and die for this country.

It is not the America of oil. It is not the self-centered America. It is not the "You're fired" America. It is not the America of stock options. It is not the America of blue states vs. red states. It is not the America some speech writer or some clever marketer exploits. However, Bulosan's America is an America of hope. His America is a humble collection of immigrants and refugees. His America is made up from an "Indian that offered peace in Manhattan to the last Filipino pea pickers," His America is an idealistic view of freedom and opportunity, yet shamelessly criticizes the faults, the racism, the discrimination, the alienation, the exploitation, and the dirty secrets of modern American life.

I really dig this cat. For more information about Carlos Bulosan please refer to these links, link1,link2.


Philip Vera Cruz

He is a man that should be just as well recognized as Cesar Chavez. Unfortunately he is only a footnote in Asian/Chicano American history and in American history as well.

"Leadership, I feel, is only incidental to the movement. The movement should be the most important thing. If the leader becomes the most important part of the movement, then you won't have a movement after the leader is gone. The movement must go beyond its leaders. It must be something that is continuous, with goals and ideals that the leadership can build upon."

This is an interesting quotation from Mr. Philip Vera Cruz. It implies that people should not follow just because of a leader, but rather should follow the movement itself. One should use the movement as a continuous link to build leaders of today and tomorrow. My mother once told me that the world is a lead, follow, or get out of the way world. But for Bulosan you must define an important movement to lead, to follow, or to get out of the way from. For him a movement is what is important for accomplishing change and making a mark in the world. Here is another quotation from Mr. Vera Cruz.

"My new dream formed, that equality and freedom should belong to all. You cannot be free to step on somebody's toes. Not everybody will make the "American dream" of being millionaires. Our dream must become the sharing of opportunities and benefits of freedom for all. I think that whatever nationality you are, you should be treated equally, otherwise you don't have equality."

The above describes his idea of equality and the idea of not being "free to step on somebody's toes." It is a unique form of the American dream, which is not a self-centered view, but rather an other-centered view to share "opportunities and benefits of freedom for all." It is a simple paragraph about the American dream. He simply dreams of an America in which you treat people (no matter what nationality) equally, in order to have equality.

For more information on Philip Vera Cruz, please refer to these links,
link1,link2

I want to paint these 2 gentlemen, so that I can show my respects, my thanks, my admiration, and my kudos for them. These two men should be recognized and celebrated not only in Filipino/Asian American community but I honestly believe in the community which we call America as well. I have always wanted to write an ethnic studies centric blog. I think I just finished my first one.

Enjoy,
Jonathan

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Today's TLA is TPL

The Personal Legend.

When I first came to this country almost 19 years ago, I had a very difficult time speaking English (with a Southern California accent, dude it was rough), writing English (I still suck, but I am working on it with these blog thingies) and reading English. It is a bit odd, because the primary language taught in the Philippine educational system was English. So its not like I didn't know the language. I still have a very high respect for the Philippine education system. I left the Philippine system after the 1st grade and I was coming in with at least a 3rd grade US reading rate. The US elementary school wanted me to be in 2nd grade, but instead I passed a test and the teachers and principal put me in 3rd grade.

I attended Saint Dominic Elementary School in Eagle Rock, California. I was in Mrs. Ruck's 3B class. Maybe at that time I didn't like reading, or maybe I was just a slow reader, but perhaps I felt discouraged when I came to this country with regards to reading. Mrs. Ruck used to have a reading chart where everyone could see the progress of your peers via happy faced stickers and golden stars, with regards to how many books he or she have read throughout the course of the year. The girls always had at least 50-70 (3rd-4th grade-level) books read. And I, the 7 year old Filipino FOB, who at the time spoke English with a thick Tagalog accent and probably thought and read in Tagalog first, rather than English, painstakingly managed to only obtain 10 happy faces/golden stars.

I still probably carry low confidence and insecurity with my English reading abilities from having inadequate happy faces/golden stars. I should grow up and let that baggage go. Life is not about the quantity of happy faces/golden stars, rather the quality of your accolades/happy faces/golden stars which you give to and receive from family, peers, teachers, coworkers, friends, strangers, and God. What is really interesting is now I really enjoy books. Books give you knowledge, understanding, inspiration, and insight about the human imagination, human purpose, human experience, and human existence.

Continuing with this humanity theme, last night I read "The Alchemist", by Pablo Coelho. In it he talks about everyone's Personal Legend. The following is a quotation refers to this idea of a Personal Legend.

"It's what you have always wanted to accomplish. Everyone when they are young knows what their Personal Legend is. At that point their lives, everything is clear, and everything is possible. They are not afraid to dream, and to yearn for everything they would like to see happen to them in their lives. But, as time passes a mysterious force begins to convince them that it will be impossible for them to realize their Personal Legend."
-"The Alchemist" by Coelho

I really like this book. Coelho reveals that each person must seek out his or her own Personal Legend. When you are young the Personal Legend is infinitely possible, but when you are older something convinces you that it is infinitely impossible. Coelho uses the main character Santiago to experience what a particular Personal Legend can be. Santiago did not have to (but it sure enhanced and learned a lot about his Personal Legend) leave his sheep, become a crystal merchant, travel across the African desert, or go to the Pyramids to find his Personal Legend. It was inside him all along. Anyways, here is another interesting quotation.

"If someone isn't what others want them to be, the others become angry. Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives, but none about his or her own."
-"The Alchemist" by Coelho

Another profoundly interesting claim. A lot of other people (family,teachers, counselors, friends, peers, managers) have an opinion on what you should be, do we ever really ask ourselves what we want to be? That is a very perceptive and interesting sentence. Personally, after 19 years in this country, I am still trying to figure out what I want to be and where to make my stake in human history. All I know is I want to be better and do something with a great deal of enthusiasm, love, and purpose.

Anyways, I hope I made Mrs. Ruck very proud, because I just read "The Alchemist" in one night. Also here is a list of books I have read in 2k4 and 2k5. I hope she gives me at least 10 happy faces/golden stars.

1. On the Road
2. Purpose Driven Life
3. The Four Agreements
4. Who moved my cheese?
5. The Alchemist
6. Tuesdays with Morrie
7. Fredrico Garcia Lorca's selected book of poems.
8. Pablo Neruda's selected book of poems.
9. The Motorcycle Diaries
10. Louis Borges' selected book of poems.

Enjoy,
Jonathan

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Today's TLA is TOM.

Theology of Mariage

"In every study in which Americans are asked what they value most in assessing the quality of their lives, marriage comes first, ahead of friends, jobs, and money. In our fast-paced world men and women need each other more, not less. We want, need erotic love, sympathetic love, passionate love, tender, nurturing love all of our adult lives. We desire friendship, compassion, encouragement, a sense of being understood and appreciated, not only for what we do, but for what we try to do and fail at. We want a relationship in which we can test our half-baked ideas without shame or pretense and give voice to our deepest fears. We want a partner who sees us as unique and irreplaceable."

-"The Good Marriage" by Wallerstein

I was flipping through one of my old books from a college class called "Theology of Marriage" last week and I ran onto this quotation. It is a strikingly deep quotation for me, because I really dug the sentence "We desire friendship, compassion, encouragement, a sense of being understood and appreciated, not only for what we do, but for what we try to do and fail at." Wallerstein gets at the core of marriages and loving relationships. I really like her insight, about having someone there during the times when you fail and when you succeed. Someone needs to be there to say good phrases like "good job, you're the best" (for success), "keeep trying" (for failure), or "... those punks, they suck anyways, ..." (for reassurement after a rejection). These are the times when you need that special woman who can say those words of encouragement. Because guys are simple creatures and we need to be encouraged, reassured, disciplined, cared for, and loved. If not, men would still be at an 8 years old emotional state FOREVER!

It is like a relationship with God, if a woman can respect, and accept you as your unique self, then it is like how God respects and accepts you for your uniqueness, your existence, your humanity, your talents, your flaws, your goodness, and even your badness. An internal security about one's unique self is implied. You want someone where you say, "...its ok to be me when I am with her." I think a man needs to find a woman who does that to his very being and existence. If you find a woman who profoundly encourages a man to be themselves. That's when you say, "I need to be with this woman." Because if you have to put some facade, some alternative personality, some fakeness, some crappy whack a** front, then it is just a game. You just have to keep looking for the next woman who makes you want to be you.

Why would I play games with a woman who I could potentially have a long lasting, friendly, and loving relationship with? If I wanted to play games I would play FIFA, Madden, or Halo 2. These games are certainly more entertaining, and also requires less effort, thought, and feeling. BTW, I have a strong disdain when girls play games, it's just a total turn-off. Why do some girls think the world revolves around them? You know when a guy calls it doesn't always mean he has romantic interest in a girl. Sometimes a guy just wants the girl to be a friend and he honestly cares for her well-being. Does the girl even care about what the guy calling is going through? Probably not. Most guys never have "real friends" who are women. Except maybe a mom and possibly sisters and aunts. Perhaps, I am sharing too much, but whatevers. Just keepin' it real, like raw eal.

Enjoy,
Jonathan

Friday, January 07, 2005

Today's TLA is TAS

Tamales and Starbucks
(My tribute to the Tamale lady from San Jose, California)

La abuela de las tamales gathers the corn.
Her labor of love every year, to make her tamales delight.
Generations and generations of brown people are born.
People eat, drink, laugh, and share. They make you feel just right.

La abuela de las tamales waits by her car.
People buy them for a party.
Languid crowds can smell them from a far.
They are made for comfort, for security, for taste, and to be incredibly hearty.

La abuela de las tamales sells them with ease.
A teenage woman is on her break.
Her cautious respectful tone asks,"Twenty four tamales, please."
Starbucks only offers a 15 minute break, Her job is now at stake.

She is a corporate slave at 18 years of age.
The twenty four tamales makes her family Christmas holidays.
Inside her, builds a steady increasing rage.
Working instead of being with her family destroys her in so many ways.

La abuela de las tamales can't rescue her from the situation.
All she can offer is her tamales delight.
But what can the corporate slave do in this capitalist nation.
She eats the tamale and is ready to fight.

La abuela de las tamales reminds us of truth from within.
La abuela de las tamales feeds us fuel for the fight.
La abuela de las tamales gives us strength when we are thin.
La abuela de las tamales, oh how we love your tamales delight.

Enjoy,
Jonathan

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Today's TLA is HAC

Hinduism And Cowboys

Another mad poem from my crazy mind. I wanted to make a poem about Hinduism and Cowboys. So here it goes. To some it might make sense, but to others it might seem silly.

Hinduism And Cowboys

We see them all around in Sunnyvale,
Men and women of the Hindu faith
They work hard and are highly unlikely to go to jail
Their contractors from India pay them on the 8th

His name is Sanjiv, and he works 12 hours on a certain product
But suddenly, the company goes under
They lay him off, he's f***ed.
Another company is ready for the plunder

He calls his family from Bombay
The corporate world is cold and utilitarian
He begs to stay with his 3rd child on the way
The human resource lady's name is May-Ann

They are corporate American cowboys
They round up the "Indians" to work on something
All for profit margins, the new i-pod, and other toys
The "Indians" work hard, all they can idolize is the cowboys' bling!

Such a sad state of immigrant American life
Cowboys and "Indians" is not in the past
Bleed and kill hegemony with a knife
Cowboys against "Indians", this will not be the last

Enjoy,
Jonathan

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Today's TLA is HNY.

Happy New Year

Well I can not believe it is 2005. Well looking back at 2004, I think it was a very good year for me. It was certainly a year of traveling, learning, growing, edifying, and experiencing my youth. It started off when Gil, Howard, and myself went to Rio de Janeiro, Brasil for new year's 2004. What an experience! Imagine 3 million people jumping up and down, drunk, all dressed in white, and partying all for the count down to 2004. If that didn't awaken some primal excitement, joy, and pure madness in me, then nothing ever will. The trip to Brasil started the addictive madness to travel, see, and experience the world.

Prior to this trip, it seemed that my robotic marginal world of Sunnyvale, California was the center of my human existence. Wake up, get coffee, work, eat some food, sleep and then do it again the next day. I had to change this uninteresting, boring, and vacuous lifestyle. The world is immense and God's work, love, and people exists outside your local area code. I realized I am in my mid 20's, I am single, I work, I live on my own, I don't have a wife or kids, I am young, and I remembered to have fun.

Six months after Brasil, I traveled to Peru, where I saw not only the beautiful ancient Incan site of Machupichu, but the beautiful Andean people and their beautiful Andean culture. In September, I traveled to Italy with my family. I saw the classic works of the masters. Their art is very inspirational. I saw it all this year. I started reading new books and teaching myself new ideas as well as re-emphasizing old ideas which I may have forgotten. I started writing so I can record these new ideas, thoughts, feelings, and experiences.

I found a really good church, (a good, caring, and friendly community of believers) after going through diligent research and study of my own Christian spiritual growth. God may not be my first and foremost priority at all times and at all moments, but He is now in the vicinity. I do not know at what exact moment God started coming back as a priority in my life, maybe it was looking down at the Amazon from Machupichu, or looking down on Rio de Janeiro from Corcovado, or taking in the beauty of Italian Tuscan countryside, but perhaps I realized throughout my travels and experiences this past year that God is always there, God is in all people, God is in control, and God is everywhere. This realization and focus is a definite improvement from the lost years after college.

I am learning how to be a spiritually mature other-oriented Christian Filipino American. I am learning to ignite the flames of my militant and idealistic youth to combine it with my realistic and good-hearted present. But 2004 was only the beginning. I want to continue to learn and grow even more from the past year. I want to set new goals, travel to new countries, meet new people, get to really know people I already know, experience new vocations, enhance my artistic knowledge, enhance my musical knowledge, take adequate and realistic steps towards getting an advanced degree, continue the spiritual maturation process, and love God and all his people. I am learning how to be a better Jonathan Moises Reyes.

My Top 5 moments of 2004 (And the quotations for the moments)
1. Copacabana, Rio de Janeiro (2 classic quotations)
"Gil whispers, 'Run dude, just run... it's the girl with the picture with kids in the background'"
"Howard asks, 'Do you have money?', Jonathan drunkly replies, 'What for?, Don't worry, I got it Howard. I got it.'"
2. Seeing Machupichu "Machupi-what?"
3. Last night in Cuzco "Eres la chica la mas bonita de todo mundo"
4. First day in Il Cioco, Tuscany "This is where my honeymoon is going to be"
5. Making someone smile. "She smiled... and I was happy that she was happy"

My Top 5 goals for 2005
1. New vocation.
2. Find my wife.
3. Be a better son, brother, and friend.
4. Take GRE.
5. Run the 10k in Philly.

Enjoy,
Jonathan